Rated-R

I was randomly scrolling through kengyees blog and saw the blog rating thingy.Oooooh look shocker man i am R-rated i dunno i always though i was a a 18pl but ah wells.U cant argue with 36 instances of the word fuck now can you?Its just a very random thing i am doing because i am kinda bored.

Oh yeah i wud really like to thanks my mum for helping me and buying the brain boosting products and God for giving me the & 7A's.But i gotta gove all my prize money to the orang asli which is 3.5k but nevermind because getting 7 A's is not about the money its the thrill of it i suppose.Hey waiy emmmm i am tagging suyen,jo,chuen to find their blog ratings.yeah that and maybe a new year resolution post tmw i suppose.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Just in case i get lazy

The HAPPINESS

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The birthday

Hey ppl.Just got back from church camp yesterday and me and my mom prepared for Christmas eve dinner with my extended family tonight.Camp was fun and my elders said i have found my true calling or something.In fact i think Christmas is such a big thing for me and most Christians i think i will have to triple post about my Christmas happenings.But this time its not about making jokes about Santa shitting down your chimney. I am going to break one of my blog major rules.I was never going to blog about my religion its just a personal thing.But i figured if he could die for me then i suppose i will do yennies tag so i could write for him.Because as cliche as this sounds Christmas ain't about Santa its about Jesus.

But Christmas is in fact about gifts or one gift in particular actually the gift of life.And that gift of life came in a small bundle of clothes and was laid in a manger.The gift was just the son of a carpenter and his virgin wife.But the gift was the greatest gift of all.

I might not be the very religious type but every time i hear the story about jesus a tear comes to my eye.He might not be born on the 25th but its a good day to commemorate him.Because(now i am not dissing anyones religion here) it most other religions you have to come to god whether its a pilgrimage to Mecca or climbing 1000 steps up a temple or piercing you selve with spikes this is what people to do be with their god.But our god said came down to us.He was willing to degrade his own holiness to be come us humans.Now that my friend is love.

He came from heaven to earth to show us the way.He died for me you and everyone else.He has always been there for me but sad to say i have never always been there for him.I don't know about you but i think the man that died for my sins and the sins of the world deserves some admiration.

Because of him i think i have become a better person.Yes i believe in a god that i cant see.Its because god in a way is like air you cant see or grab it.But you can always feel it hear it and you always need it.I am human and i always will fail.But i thank god that i have someone looking after me.Because just like me my friends and family are human and they will fail me.But my heavenly father and savior always watches my back.

Of course my atheist friends like jc had a big debate on this but this is not the time.But i really want to tell you is that GOD is LOVE.And he still loves me even though i sin.He forgives me for all my wrongs.

So when you tuck into your Christmas dinner of turkey, pudding and soup in your comfortable homes tonight just remember that 2000 years ago a baby boy was born to a poor carpenter and his virgin wife in a stable and laid in a manger and they did not have presents or all of those rich foods and wines but instead oddly enough the greatest gift in the world was there.And what a difference he made.

Quote of the day
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."
John 3:16


I shall do my usual Santa bashing and the recodings of me making christmas dinner l8r.

The insult

As of today the government.The abdullah administration.They have insulted us.
Insulted our freedom of press.
Insulted our freedom of speech.
Insulted our freedom to congregate.
But las but certainly not the least.And perhaps the biggest insult
Insulted our intelligence

The only reason it has taken soo long for me to write this post.Is that every time i have tried to begin the past few days i could bare bring my self to type.The raw anger and sense of justice rush trough my veins and at times i felt as though i was going to burst.I will now try to write a post without swearing but due to my current emotions that might soon change.

You have the fact easily enough.5 Hindraf leaders are under arrest the infamous draconian law of the ISA.Then in between parliament sessions like a mini opposite coup de tat swooped in with the police and apprehended multiple opposition members.Even before that the peaceful human rights walk was cancelled.Its gathering squashed.

Look at it we sound like shit faced Cambodia now.And any rate we are already heading down that path.In fact we have been heading down that path since 1969.But thats another story.

It is now that abdullah the same man who 4 years ago promised to be more liberal than mahathir.The same man who was famous for the quote "Dont work for me work with me" mr nice guy has finally shown his true colours. He is no better than mahathir.IF not worse.At least mahathir was his own man and managed to admit his own mistakes which includes appointing badawi.Badawi on the other hand has the son in law "good influences".

It has happened all over again the Malaysian people shown their grievances againts the government.And they have responded with the draconian fascist ISA law.An obvious tool of government to quash any opposition and their own people in a Nazi like Gestapo way.The only reason they are in power is the ISA and the Media act.
And yet again Badawi propaganda machine have once again tried to pull a curtain over our eyes.To make it seem as though near 100000 people are a small number of anarchist. The newspapers reports on Friday say that an organization known as DAMAI comprising of 350 NGOs representing 1.5 million members have given our beloved prime minister a memorandum saying most of Malaysia is behind him and all the protesters are deluded trouble makers.The chairman is Mohd Saiful Adil and its advisor MCA Bukit bintang chief Datuk Lee Chong Meng.

Lies.Filthy Motherfucking lies.
All right let look at this the logical way.IF there are 350 NGOs under DAMAI why come out now?And if so why arent there any names of the NGOs mentioned?And who the fuck is this Mohd saiful adil guy anyway.Oh remember they mentioned A MCA member being their advisor? I dunno but it seems to me how can a NGO be a NGO when its advisor is a part of the ruling party!
Secondly notice the treatment of this "NGO" party and the BERSIH and HINDRAF rallies? Yes if your a NGO party and you want to hand up a memorandum to the prime minister saying "What fantastic job your doing" and "All the people are behind you" you will be allowed to see him and get your face on the cover of the newspapers.On the other hand if you are a NGO wanting to hand up a memorandum wanting equality,freedom of speech and free and fair elections be ready to be greeted by water cannons,tear gas,riot police and be labeled trouble makers and unpatriotic.What a truly fair way toward our people isn't it?

Thirdly who are this "silent" majority of 1.5 million people.So far no one in the fucking world has even expressed support of this movement much less heard of it.Name me 10 NGOs that support this farce of a organization.OR maybe there are supporters but of course who are they but the people that the government have long brain washed into becoming their mindless drones through their media propaganda.Not to say i mean there must be some people that have common sense and education.

Fourthly what the fucking hell does this memo say?Sure its soo fucking thick but none of us actually know what is actually written in it.Unless of course its just a memo just saying"We love you abdullah".At least HINDRAF and BERSIH had the gut to make their terms public.

Fifthly the seem to imply that tourism is the most important thing in the world now.Yes the rallies have disrupted shopping in town but really when there is race marginalization, our legal system is a farce and we don't have fair elections, is having some angmoh shopping really the main issue here?Does peace really mean retaining our hotel and flight bookings?Does it mean as long as we have tourist buying stuff our country is alright?We are measuring our socio economic growth with the number tourist.How dumb is that?

Look i might not have always seen eye to eye with the dealings of abdullah but i have always took him and his party as fellow patriots with just very different views of running our country.But now finally i face the truth.And the truth is my fellow countrymen is that this administration is nothing but a farce.Run by spineless gutless self serving racist fascist bigots who run and hide behind the ISA law just as soon if there is any voice of dissent or protest.I use to tolerate most things from this government but i will not let my intelligence nor my fellow countryman's be insulted by his mindless propaganda.Wake up my fellow Malaysians.
I blog because while the truncheon may be used in the lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power.Unless abdullah leads us back to stone age of course.Will BN win the next elections? Yes but only because they have mindless propaganda on their side to keep their own people blind of the injustice.But soon enough when malaysia becomes first world they will lose their power.The chinks in their armor is rusting.And everbody will remember it was abdullah that started the rust.

Quote of the day
"We are here not in efforts to be law breakers but rather law makers"
Emmeline pankhurst
Woman rights activist

I will be 15

At current time i am just 3 hours and 10 minutes away from my fifteenth birthday.Ah well here come another time or teenage trials and tribulations.....or is it?well i first started this blog to preserve my 14th year old self and it has done exactly that.Fair enough now that i am fifteen i feel there is less about life more about politics.Talk about growing up.The difference between the last birthday and this one is perhaps the hormones slowed down and i started thinking with my brain instead of my dick.

Well here is to my fifteenth birthday.And of course to expect a full talk on growing up.Yes i have been ignoring the teen in me.This is after all mid teenage life.And of course it is only one more year for me to be legal!

Oh yes you can expect another government bashing post tommorow! due to the ISA

Love actually........

You know what?I think when those planes crashed in to the towers on 9/11 the people that used their cell phones talking to their family members there were no messages of hate there was only messages of love.Cause you see, we humans when stripped down to our bare necessities are essentially made up of love.

Narcissistic Machiavellians always think the world is a greedy place full of hatred.Honestly i think me recent uproar of politics have shown more or less i think our country is a despotic racist place to live in.But come to think of it if Malaysia has so many flaws why stay here?One word.Love.I love my country and i love democracy.And i believe if we are going to way we are the Malaysia i believe in will cease to exist.I in a way love Malaysia and for what it stands for.I love my fellow Malaysians than for them to be allowed to be blinded and stripped of freedom.

You see love is not only limited to people you know.From what i have seen with my own eyes love also can be made for your fellow beings.Love in most sense is common decency.Love is a funny thing that drives us to mourn for a pope of a religion we have never believed in.Or to help a family in distress half way around the world.It makes us donate 1 cent to the meanest beggar on the corner of the street or donate thousands to war refugees.It doesnt matter this are all act of love.

People can argue of course people will argue is stupid a waste of time.Lust driven it does nothing but confuse our lives drive us to the edge of insanity makes us jealous and selfish.Let me tell who ever so thinks that way i truly pity them.To love and beloved as a wise man once said is the greatest joy in life.

How many times just because somebody loved his fellow humans has the world been changed. Lincoln.Ghandi.Mandela.If they did not love imagine what kind of world we live in if these men just decided i am not going to love?
People say love is stupid well if so i rather be a loving fool then a mean genius.
Sooo, in this crazy crazy world of ours.Where in our very own country where there is oppression.Where racism exist.Where the corrupted and fools rule.What can change so much hate in the world.Well like the beetles said.......All you need is love.

What is love you might ask?well love in short

Love is long suffering,
love is kind,
it is not jealous,
love does not boast,
it is not inflated.

It is not discourteous,
it is not selfish,
it is not irritable,
it does not enumerate the evil.
It does not rejoice over the wrong, but rejoices in the truth

Love my friend is a very stupid thing but at the same time it is the best thing that the human race has.Love can bring the worst and best out of people.The worlds longest and largest wars have been started by love but then again the worlds longest and largest wars were solved by love.

Lack of of love can cause you to have a hole of a deep abyss in your heart.It can make feel lonely depraved and sad.It gives you a big feeling of emptiness as though you are not whole.

Abundance of love on the other hand gives you a warm fuzzy feeling.A feeling of being welcomed and needed.A feeling of companionship of closeness with another being to be shared.

Love is and always will be my friend the greatest thing in the world as for all good things like honesty justice free will are caused by love for humanity.Because although no one can define it love actually...............makes the world go round.

Quote of the day
"When the power of love conquers the love of power the world will be at peace."
Jimi Hendrix
Guitar God

TAK BOLEH JALAN

TAK BOLEH JALAN! Due to the immense pressure from the government the Malaysian bar council has officially canceled their walk of human rights. This has come to no shock as our minister of misinformation and official Malaysian poster boy has said

Don't hold any form of street protests now as the move will only stir up uneasiness among the people and harm racial unity in the country

NO, in fact through the street more and more Malaysians are enlightened. We are once again unified for a common cause.Fairness,justice,peace,equality,freedom of speech,clean elections.In short? The people once again understand the meaning of a Malaysian Malaysia.Something our forefathers dreamt about and laid its foundations.But somewhere in our journey as country we have gotten lost.More of taken a 180 spin the opposite way and headed to destruction.Oh and by the way dint khairy hold a giant street protest against the US government a couple a years back.


Zainuddin questioned the Bar Council's real motive to organise the walk, which according to him was "only a front under the guise of human rights."

Oh dear me looks like BERSIH and HINDRAF has finally taken its toll on our poor suffering propaganda minister.Yes mr maidin the Bar council actually works for the opposition and those Jewish-American-Zionist imperialistic bastards no?Its real motive is to in fact over throw the government with military help from Singapore while all other bar councils around the world organize peaceful walk of freedom.

"I believe the Bar Council's intention to hold the People's Freedom Walk is to condemn the government under the guise of human rights,"

The question is my comrades that if the walk of freedom has always been allowed for the past few years why stop it now.Why is it that this particular year human rights is only a guise of toppling your government.No,no,no they, comrades are merely afraid of us the people.BERSIH and HINDRAF has shown them what the people can do when riled up with anger.The reason they fear the Walk of freedom is that they are against it.Long have they denied us of the basic right of free speech and free press.

'Any form of street rallies for whatever reasons should not be allowed now as they will only tarnish the nation's image in the eyes of the international community.'

Oh my dear minister we wouldn't dare take your job now would we.Not after the great job you did on Al Jazeera.


"Solutions cannot be found to human rights issues merely by staging street protests. Moreover, such protests will only worsen the current situation in the country,"

YO-YO-YOYOUR! Nonononono you....come here with this ummmm preception that we are unpatriotic people butbutbut we are patriotik people.This.....this..this...this is malaysian government attitude right?We are different TOTALLY DIFFERENT.YOU YOU ARE ERM to project us as urh erm here i mean we demokratik country kan?

Zainuddin said two street rallies held in Kuala Lumpur last month by two non-governmental organisations calling themselves "BERSIH" and Hindu Rights Action Force (Hindraf) had only created adverse effects and aroused the people's anger.

For once in his good for nothing public career Zainuddin says the truth yes the rallies has created adverse effects and aroused the people anger.BUT it has only created the adverse effect for his government and the anger of the people is roused at the government.

These movements these rallies are more than just words they are a symbol.Symbols when backed by people have great power.These are the symbols of their fear soon enough the ISA will come down on people if the situation persist but fear not.Symbols cannot be killed or tortured.It is a simple enough conclusion by saying by simply opposing this humans right events has shown the governments true colors and that is that they indeed are anti-democracy.

Quote of the day
"Love the malay hate the stupidity"
Some protester last year